my bestfriend. my mother.

I've heard once that in a child's eye mother is god. This is very true i never knew how true this was until i lost my mother to ALS in 2006. My world came crashing down so fast even though i knew it would happen sooner than later. We always hoped for later. My mother and father divorced when i was 6 months old so all i knew was my mother she alone raised me and my 2 sisters. She also had my stepfather although he turned out to be a piece of shit she had him. My mother was a beautiful person strong and amazing. Today i miss her. I wish that i had spent more time with her she left me with great memories no matter how hard we struggled i never went with out my mother always found a way to give us the world. She was our world when ill words fell between my sisters and i my mother would always remind us that we are all each other has so we shouldn't stay mad at each other. She was my bestfriend. Today i miss her..

Baby boy blus

Sunday my son turns one I can't believe that time is flying by. I feel like I just had him yesterday! I am absolutely blessed to have him in my life he makes everyday an adventure. I actually think I may cry lol what a wuss I am. I still have so much to do before Sunday gets here which I refer to as D day haha. I still need to buy ice cream and gift bags and a piñata. What a procrastinator I am it seems as though I have grown a lot after become a mother some things will never change. I am so anxious! I hope I can find everything that I need tomorrow. First order of business tomorrow is go and put my weekly order super early!! On the work note I have been on my game somewhat I yave had minor set backs but I am hopin that I will be able to get into school so that I can quit this dreaded job. In November I will have been with Starbucks for 6 years wow I have given this damn place so much of my life! WTF lol. I can't keep my eyes open I have so much to do tomorrow sleep well